know my name from the devil

honor and shame.. ego and pain

do you even know my name

as i lay under the sky bleeding

as i lay under the sky seething

as i lay millions of miles away

stranger do you even know my name

for all i leave behind is here to stay..

and it means nothing...

i call out for you but you would never know

and i remember nothing because it happened so quick

no time to reminiscence no time to blink

and i cannot make it back now
leaving this a draft so incomplete
jaabis now will breathe

smiles when it rains

so he ran ran into the wrong direction only to look back
but gone he was gone too far to never return
still thoughts lingered about the one he never looked at
kyun ho jaata hai aise har baar ki bhago main galat hi raste par
and i know i could have done better rehte kabu main jo jasbaat agar

Laughs fill the air he smiles silently mostly when no one else can see
ironic times stifle the core inside where no one can touch none just me
listen to the air it says something in my ear
the mind wanders far far away
he drifts away only to come back and realize the reality he cannot accept
the gut wrench leaving jaabis inept
to walk away or turnaround but cant do what you cant do
leaving or not everything you want cant always be true..

17

17 days of fire and hell

17 days of death and despair

17 favors of gloom and doom

17 days of no respite just a cold stare

then he opened the hose and it trickled down

blood water stay away

on his hunches kneels on the ground

daemons and winged beasts

nothing is ever yours

barbed wire chained lions naked feasts

do not read see it all

red skies dawn dusk passes by

and there far away anger lays siege

insomnia obsession you must believe

am i asking too much the killer freed

madness insidious visceral greed

happen as i want

or i want it happen as when now

confusion persists and the hands move fast

12 year old grudges come out relations never built to last

ahhahahhaaa